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Sugar

Everyone can taste sugar. But do you know all of the elements that make up sugar, and the flavour of each element alone? And what if you could? Would this ability - no, not ability - necessity, inescapable necessity to dissect that which is sugar make your experience of sugar any more pleasurable? Or would it distract you to the point of no longer tasting sugar at all, but instead the acids and other less than savoury elements simultaneously, each flavour, and each flavour within each flavour, vying for dominance until you are gagging, choking, gasping for air ... until sugar is no longer sugar but something awful and confusing and impossibly complex, infecting your tounge and your body and finally your brain and all you want is water?

But what is in the water? What is it made of and where did it come from and why does it hurt?

What depths of horror ... black, revolting, deadly horror might one experience were one's base ingredient, not sugar, but, perhaps, ash ... or metal shavings ... or blood?

Ophelia drowned, they say ... drowned herself, herself drowned, drowned in senses, drowned in sounds, drowned in voices, unhappy and unheard ...

We are machines, all of us ...

And what does a machine do when too much is assigned to it? When too much coal, to much ink, too much information is forced violently through its channels?

Why, it stutters, it chokes, and, finally, it shuts down.

Where do they put the broken machines?

There is only one place.

2012-05-06 @ 19:00:14, Music, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

VILL HA NU!

Har cravings. Efter två microshadows från MUS:

Toxic

och

Aquarius

2012-04-27 @ 00:26:52, Make up products, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Uni-whore-n

Körde på en lånad sminkning idag! Ursprungslooken hittar jag inte, men den kommer från otroliga Viola på KillerColours! (Ni ser den bland annat i headern)

MUS high tech lighter "Venus"

MUS m/s "City jungle" & "Dita"

Stargazer white pressed powder

Maybelline gel liner

Rimmel lash accelerator mascara

2012-04-25 @ 08:23:00, Make up looks, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Paradise bird

MUS high tech lighter "Venus"

MUS m/s "Eclipse", "City jungle", "Sunrise" & "Dita"

MAC e/s "Chrome yellow"

MUS e/p "Dutchess" & "Romantic garden"

MUS glitter "Nova"

Lancome ~ (will check this up!)

Stargazer white pressed powder (as browbone highlight)

Maybelline eye studio master drama lasting gel liner in "black"

Rimmel lash accelerator mascara

2012-04-25 @ 00:12:36, Make up looks, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Alex Box, marry me!

2012-04-22 @ 20:14:07, Make up inspiration, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Söndags-lek med smink.

Make Up Store high tech lighter "Venus"

Make Up Store m/s "Dita" & "Sunrise"

Make Up Store e/p "Romantic garden"

Make Up Store e/d "Hectic"

MAC e/s "Chrome Yellow"

Stargazer pressed powder White (som highlighter)

Isadora Waterproof glossy eyeliner black

Isadora Build-up volume mascara 100% waterproof

2012-04-22 @ 18:07:06, Make up looks, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Sminkade Siri lite igår!

Från denna video (man ser dock inte färgerna under fläckarna på bilden):

2012-04-22 @ 17:53:31, Make up looks, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Det här kommer nog bli mer utav en skönhets-blogg i framtiden.

Tänkte bomba smink-looks nu, från den senaste månaden typ.

Nån ljuslila skit på ögonlocken och e/d (eyedust) Hectic från MUS. På läpparna har jag läppennan Read my lips, också den från MUS.

Hemsk bild, men e/p (eyepen) Dutchess från MUS runt hela ögat och Ardell nr. 116 - fransar.

Inför Emilie Autumn-konserten. Här hade jag Viva La Diva's rouge i 03 - Oh my! och ögonskugga i Red i globlinjen (den röda hade jag även under ögonen!) och på locket MUS' glitter i Nova.

Svårt att få en bra bild. Har iallafall MAC's ögonskugga i Chrome Yellow över hela locket och The Body Shop's ögoskugga nr. 43 på yttre tredjedelen av locket och uppsuddat i kattvinge. På nedre fransraden har jag e/p Dutchess från MUS och på vattenlinjen (heter det så på svenska?) deras e/p i Romantic garden.

Här är min sminkning till Pytte's födelsedag! MUS e/d Hectic från halva övre och nedre ögonlocket och ut till hårfästet, ordentligt utsuddat! Täckte över den "nedåtgående" delen av mina ögonbryn och fyllde i dem med TBS's e/s nr. 43 och fortsatte rakt ut istället, för en övernaturligare look. Och just det, VLD's guldglitter-eyeliner under ögonen och lite upp på kinderna!

2012-04-22 @ 17:50:15, Make up looks, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Pappa köpte nytt smink till mig <3

Microshadows från MUS. Blå - City Jungle, grön - Eclipse, lila - Dita, orange - Sunrise.

(Måste ta tillbaka kameran från pappa, har bara mobilkameran nu </3)

2012-04-22 @ 17:25:26, Make up products, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Snetrassellugg?

Ja? Nej? Kanske? JAGVETINTEAAAAH

2012-02-11 @ 18:55:48, Skin-deep, 1 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Anziktzmazk YEAH

Jag har för första gången gjort en ansiktsmask själv. Min älskling från Lush har torkat ihop helt buhu.

Hursomhelst, this is ansiktsmask a la Panda:

½ banan (mjukgörande)

2 msk honung (återfuktande)

1 msk mjölk (milt blekande och lugnande)

pressa lite citronsaft över (blekande)

4-6 msk havregryn, fast öka om det behövs till konsistensen! (fettgivande)

MIXAAAAA

Jag har väldigt torr och känslig hy, därav bananen, honungen, mjölken och havregrynen. Och jag tycker om att vara väldigt blek på vintern, därav citronen och lite mjölken!

Avocado är också väldigt mjukgörande och fettgivande, men jag har inte hjärta att slösa avocado på mitt ansikte lol♥

Tyvärr ser det inte så fancy ut, mer som att någon har ätit banangröt med mjölk och sedan spytt över mitt anikte, men ja. Förhoppningsvis kommer mitt ansikte STRÅLA när jag masserar av den!

2012-02-09 @ 23:01:13, Skin-deep, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

<3 La Vie Boheme

BENNY
You make fun -- yet I'm the one
Attempting to do some good
Or do you really want a neighborhood
Where people piss on your stoop every night?
Bohemia, Bohemia's
A fallacy in your head
This is Calcutta
Bohemia is dead

MARK
Dearly beloved we gather here to say our goodbyes

COLLINS & ROGER
Dies irae -- dies illa
Kyrie eleison
Yitgadal v' yitkadash, etc.

MARK
Here she lies
No one knew her worth
The late great daughter of mother earth
On this night when we celebrate the birth
In that little town of Bethlehem
We raise our glass -- you bet your ass to --
La vie Boheme

ALL
La vie Boheme
La vie Boheme
La vie Boheme
La vie Boheme

MARK
To days of inspiration
Playing hookie, making something out of nothing
The need to express --
To communicate,
To going against the grain,
Going insane
Going mad

To loving tension, no pension
To more than one dimension,
To starving for attention,
Hating convention, hating pretension
Not to mention of course,
Hating dear old mom and dad

To riding your bike,
Midday past the three piece suits
To fruits -- to no absolutes --
To Absolut -- to choice --
To the Village Voice --
To any passing fad
To being an us for once
Instead of a them

ALL
La vie Boheme
La vie Boheme

MAUREEN
Hey Mister -- she's my sister

RESTAURANT MAN
So that's five miso soup, four seaweed salad
Three soy burger dinner, two tofu dog platter
And one pasta with meatless balls

ROGER
Euw

COLLINS
It tastes the same

MIMI
If you close your eyes

RESTAURANT MAN
And thirteen orders of fries
Is that it here?

ALL
Wine and beer!

MIMI & ANGEL
To hand-crafted beers made in local breweries
To yoga, to yogurt, to rice and beans and cheese
To leather, to dildos, to curry vindaloo
To huevos rancheros and Maya Angelou

MAUREEN & COLLINS
Emotion, devotion, to causing a commotion
Creation, vacation

MARK
Mucho masturbation

MAUREEN & COLLINS
Compassion, to fashion, to passion when it's new

COLLINS
To Sontag

ANGEL
To Sondheim

MAUREEN, JOANNE & THREE OTHER GIRLS
To anything taboo

COLLINS & ROGER
Ginsberg, Dylan, Cunningham and Cage

COLLINS
Lenny Bruce

ROGER
Langston Hughes

MAUREEN
To the stage

PERSON #1
To Uta

PERSON #2
To Buddha

PERSON #3
Pablo Neruda, too

MARK & MIMI
Why Dorothy and Toto went over the rainbow
To blow off Auntie Em

ALL
La vie Boheme

MR. GREY
Sisters?

MAUREEN & JOANNE
We're close

ANGEL, COLLINS, MAUREEN, MARK
Brothers!

MARK, ANGEL, MIMI, MAUREEN
Bisexuals, trisexuals, homo sapiens,
Carcinogens, hallucinogens, men, Pee Wee Herman
German wine, turpentine, Gertrude Stein
Antonioni, Bertolucci, Kurosawa
Carmina Burana

ALL
To apathy, to entropy, to empathy, ecstasy
Vaclav Havel -- The Sex Pistols, 8BC,
To no shame -- never playing the Fame Game

COLLINS
To marijuana

ALL
To sodomy,
It's between God and me
To S & M

BENNY
Waiter...Waiter...Waiter

ALL
La vie Boheme

COLLINS
In honor of the death of Bohemia an impromptu salon will commence immediately following dinner...

Maureen Johnson, just back from her spectacular one-night engagement at the eleventh street lot,
Will perform native american tribal chants backwards through her vocoder,
While accompanying herself on the electric cello --
Which she ain't never studied.

ROGER
Mark Cohen will preview his new documentary
about his inability to hold an erection on high holy days.

MARK
Mimi Marquez, clad only in bubble wrap,
will perform her famous lawn chair-handcuff dance to the sounds of iced tea being stirred.

And Roger will attempt to write a bittersweet, evocative song...

... That doesn't remind us of "Musetta's Waltz"

COLLINS
Angel Dumott Schunard will model the latest fall fashions from Paris
While accompanying herself on the 10 gallon plastic pickle tub.

ANGEL
And Collins will recount his exploits as an anarchist --
Including the tale of his successful reprogramming of the M.I.T. retro reality equipment
To self-destruct, as it broadcast the words:

ALL
"Actual reality -- Act Up -- Fight AIDS"

MIMI
Excuse me -- did I do something wrong?
I get invited -- then ignored -- all night long

ROGER
I've been trying -- I'm not lying
No one's perfect. I've got baggage

MIMI
Life's too short, babe, time is flying
I'm looking for baggage that goes with mine

ROGER
I should tell you --

MIMI
I've got baggage too

ROGER
I should tell you --

BOTH
Baggage -

OTHERS
Wine and beer!

MIMI
AZT break

ROGER
You?

MIMI
Me. You?

ROGER
Mimi

ALL
To dance!

MIMI
No way to make a living, masochism, pain, perfection
Muscle spasms, chiropractors, short careers, eating disorders!

ALL
Film!

MARK
Adventure, tedium, no family, boring locations,
Dark rooms, perfect faces, egos, money, Hollywood and sleaze!

ALL
Music!

ANGEL
Food of love, emotion, mathematics, isolation,
Rhythm, power, feeling, harmony, and heavy competition!

ALL
Anarchy!

COLLINS & MAUREEN
Revolution, justice, screaming for solutions,
Forcing changes, risk, and danger
Making noise and making pleas!

ALL
To faggots, lezzies, dykes, cross dressers too

MAUREEN
To me

MARK
To me

COLLINS & ANGEL
To me

ALL
To you, and you and you, you and you
To people living with, living with, living with
Not dying from disease
Let he among us without sin
Be the first to condemn
La vie Boheme
La vie Boheme
La vie Boheme

MARK
Anyone out of the mainstream

ALL
La vie boheme

MARK
Is anyone in the mainstream?

ALL
La vie boheme

MARK
Anyone alive--with a sex drive

ALL
La vie boheme

MARK
Tear down the wall
Aren't we all?
The opposite of war isn't peace...
It's creation!

ALL
La vie Boheme
Viva la vie Boheme!

2012-01-21 @ 15:42:23, Music, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Life's such a bitch.

Min kk dumpade mig just. Värt...

2012-01-08 @ 02:15:27, The life of, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Är jag lat?

Pallar inte blogga, pallar inte gymma, pallar inte plugga heller. Det enda jag typ orkar med längre är att festa. Fan vad jag är kaoz.

Är ju rödhårig och sånt nu.

2012-01-04 @ 02:39:18, The life of, 2 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

Parteheheheeey. Eller nåt.

2011-11-26 @ 16:48:20, Vlogs, 0 wunderbara människor har lättat på sitt hjärta här.

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